I wanted to tell you how much I loved you
But I can't seem to find my footing anywhere
It's as if I'm just destined to fail this
And I can't grasp the concept
Why is it that I have to be this way?
I remember faintly,
Well, all I can think about is you,
But that's it, right there,
You're the only thing on my mind
Why is it that, no matter what,
I can't think of myself?
You take me to a cherry blossom
It's in the middle of the city
It's simply impossible to not adore it
So I can think of the tree
And I can think of the city
But why can't I think of me?
I can think of you
And I can even think of the people around us
Giving me weird looks because they know
I'm the one that rained hellfire upon them
But for the life of me
I can't think of myself
I remember before the ashes fell
I was someone, but
Did I really sell my soul to you?
You seem too sweet a girl for me to do that
The type of girl who'd never accept that
But I can't find a single string of sympathy
For anyone but you inside my heart
I only care about you
And I remember the burns in the mirror, now
I hate myself
But I love you
You take my cheek in your hand
You reel me in and kiss me
And it's then that I remember
I never sold my soul
I just never gave a damn about it
And you wanted me to love myself
I died before I could do it