The ground below me disappeared
I saw small droplets of blood
They came from my mouth or elsewhere
I wasn't sure, I woke up
Before the ground disappeared
It felt like I was falling forever
I screamed and no one heard me
I waited to hit the ground, to shatter my spine
I would've never wanted this
Before the ground disappeared
I never thought we'd fall like this
But we can't keep our love inside
What in the world were we thinking
Before the ground disappeared?
Before the ground disappeared
Before the ground disappeared
But before that, I was happy
With you, without you
I let the strokes of pen ink
Tell the happiest tales
About you, about me
Tell me I'm lying
Or that it's not that deep
Tell me something
I can't get you off my mind
You were always amazing
So many firsts with you
And that was enough
Enamored or besotted
I couldn't tell
No, I could
It was far too late
I was far too deep
The ground had already disappeared
I was in love
But what in the world was I thinking?
I can't do this, not with you
Two clouds so far apart
Or two puddles separated by concrete
Closing the gap would kill me
In that case, let someone hold me back
In an asylum or something other
Or let the ground below my feet shatter
That's what cut me
I woke up, the ground shattered
And bits of Earth cut my face
So as the wind forces my hair
To fly right into my face
I could see that bit of Earth
That bit of some God punishing me
I can't help but repeat myself
In these last few moments I may have
I feel like I'm falling at speeds
Similar to that of a fighter jet and yet
Time is passing by so slow
I look to my right, the pit I'm descending
It doesn't move, it instead speaks
Some ungodly words I can't understand
It shattered my eardrums
So I wouldn't have to hear my own screams
When I finally hit the ground
We can't keep our love inside
When it pours out, it hurts
It's an unimaginable pain
It kills me from inside
Because every time I say I love you
i want you next to me
And you just can't be there
So it'll kill me instead
Will you give me another chance
In the afterlife?